Schooling
Please pray as I have been going to school since October 6th and I am due to graduate on December 24th - however - if any of our exams are below a 70% / 80% they are considered a fail - and we are only allowed 2 of them and then we fail the whole course. So far we have lost approximately 7 people since October 6th, 2 last week.
Last week I had my 2 fail grades for safety issues and not bad grades. I was training and when they yell commands at you I got flustered and made serious errors. That was an automatic failure for that course and although I do get to retake it, a fail is a fail and I cannot afford another failure.
This course is important to me to get a new career to be able to (a) pay my bills and get out of debt; (b) increase my pension so that in 10 / 15 years when I am eligible to retire I can go and do full time Mission's work on a full pension debt free. I do feel called in this area but I am not good when people are yelling at me as I tend to get emotional and I can't allow that to affect me in this line of work. I also want to graduate on December 24th as I have been telling my classmates that God will get me through this in spite of the loss of my niece and the numerous struggles I have endured. I want to be a testimony to those around me - yet when I fail - I have to be honest and I do ask God where He is. I don't doubt Him - I doubt how important I am to Him.
I know I am just tired as we are going about 18 hours a day for the past however many weeks - but my faith is strong, my love for God is there and I know, that I know, that I know - I love Him and always will!
thanks for caring! Deanna
Last week I had my 2 fail grades for safety issues and not bad grades. I was training and when they yell commands at you I got flustered and made serious errors. That was an automatic failure for that course and although I do get to retake it, a fail is a fail and I cannot afford another failure.
This course is important to me to get a new career to be able to (a) pay my bills and get out of debt; (b) increase my pension so that in 10 / 15 years when I am eligible to retire I can go and do full time Mission's work on a full pension debt free. I do feel called in this area but I am not good when people are yelling at me as I tend to get emotional and I can't allow that to affect me in this line of work. I also want to graduate on December 24th as I have been telling my classmates that God will get me through this in spite of the loss of my niece and the numerous struggles I have endured. I want to be a testimony to those around me - yet when I fail - I have to be honest and I do ask God where He is. I don't doubt Him - I doubt how important I am to Him.
I know I am just tired as we are going about 18 hours a day for the past however many weeks - but my faith is strong, my love for God is there and I know, that I know, that I know - I love Him and always will!
thanks for caring! Deanna
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